Schedule

My structure is gone. Remember how I wanted to have some what structured  postings?? Yeah that ain't gonna happen till I get moved.

Which guess what?? I got my own apartment! Woo Hoo! So very excited. It's closer to work, not closer to school but it will be fine. It IS top story, I get to take my babies...once I get kennels for them. I have to figure out WHERE I'm going to put them. It is a good sized apartment, but it is small. Three bed two bath, kitchen/dining area and living room. Oddly enough no doorbell, and not much of a balcony. But you do get to pick two colors for accent walls. I'll be having my bedroom painted, and probably the kitchen/dining area. So very excited and a bit stressed out.

There are a lot of good things coming up for me but at this moment in time I am getting somewhat over whelmed. Well I was at this moment, I am a few problems in on my math homework, thank God. And a HUGE thank God to the big man for making sure we have coffee down here on our little world.  

My schedule is finally coming together I feel like today is the first day of me actually getting used to school and work and the family(still need to post). It has been hectic and stressful. Which is why I am so excited to be moving into the apartment.

I will make sure and post more in my Wednesday Short Story tomorrow!!Have a great night!!

Thursday Ramblings

Okay so I have started two different posts. Two.

A friday and a monday post. Did they get posted? nope.

Well school is still going really good. I had a great time in Communications class. We did a little debate over who we would choose to give scholarships to. These were fake scholarships and fake people of course but it was fun. :)

I do still enjoy all of my classes even though I hate math. Just in general. Hate. It.

Oh! I bought two new planners at Barns N Noble today!
                               along with three packs of Christmas cards....Curse you Barns N Noble for you amazing $2 sales!!! aren't they cute though?? And I should be all stocked up for the Christmas of 2012!

      Well yup. Josh and I are still going slow and by slow I mean a snails pace. We have been spending time together which is nice. He is still very proud of me and very supportive which is very encouraging and helpful. Let me tell you I have quite the full plate at the moment.
Work, School, Nannying, HomeWork, The Family(crap I still need to do my post on my amazing family :/ )

I am still scared though and somewhat reluctant at all that's going on with Joshua and I. I mean we aren't even classifying ourselves as being in a relationship. So I was being honest when I said we were at a snails pace. He understand I am not at a point in my life nor am I completely ready for a relationship.We are just friends. And let me tell you that is a huge relief and even more helpful than he realizes.

In all honesty I don't know that we'll be able to move past our friendship mark. He and I have both changed quite a bit, myself even more than he. I don't entirely know how I feel about that. It makes me sad and yet I know that whatever happens he and I will always have some sort of a friendship.

Let me back peddle a little bit. His brother MB and his sister in law AB split up less than a month ago. But for  most of their marriage they have had problems. I am so very thankful to report that they are back together and doing much better. MB moved in with Joshua after the split and AB is following, along with their two little adorable kids. They seem so much happier now that they are out of where they were living before. It really makes me happy and I know it also makes the little ones happy as well. They still argue but it's much less (from the little bit I've seen) and no where near what it used to be. :)

The Eric Church Concert was pretty darn awesome!!! I had a blast and I love that I got to go. I am so thankful to all of my friends(the family) that came with and helped make it an awesome time!! I can not wait for the Zac Brown Concert though! Which will be in March. So exciting!!!

Zac Brown is pretty much my favorite band...Ever...Ish... ;)

Lets see lets see...

I don't know if I mentioned it before or not but LG(little girl that I nanny) got a beta fish!! His name is Starlight. Isn't he beautiful? I love betas.

Tonight I am going to a friends house to watch a "scary movie" hopefully not too scary ;) lol

Tomorrow before work I am going to go look at some houses for rent. Two to be exact. I'm excited. Slightly nervous but very excited.

Oh a good friend of mine from high school who is in Iraq/Afghanistan is coming home in a few weeks! We're going to be having lunch. Not sure where but I'm excited. We've gotten close since he's been gone and even though I've written him several letters I am horrible at sending them. :(

A picture post will be up very soon be on the look out!

Wednesday Short Story

Can I just start off by saying I love that I now have my own laptop. insert very glee full face!!:]

• I am purchasing my books for school today. Thank God I have student loans.
• I stayed the night as Joshuas. NOTHING happened. I came over and we watched , part of REPO MEN, all of RISE OF THE PLANET OF THE APES and part of REIGN OF FIRE. But when we were done watching movies we it was like 1am, so I just stayed the night. 
• I am going to be adopting a Boxer Puppy! From Josh's brother MB. He is the cutest puppy! His name is Lucky, I'll give you a back story on that another time.
• Work is going great. Stressful, but honestly what job isn't??
• I'm going to get my tattoo touched up tonight! AND Josh is coming with me... Which I'm proud of him for and also laughing inside because when I had it done...Well like I said I was his most entertaining client. 
• I am hopefully going to be getting Duchess back with me soon!! I can not wait to get my own place so that I can have Duchess and Lucky with me...that constitutes it's own post as well. 
• I worked out last night and it's official. I gained exactly 10pounds. blah.
• MB(Josh's Brother) and AB, his wife, are getting back together and moving in with Josh. So if things do progress between us, I'm sure he'll be at my place quite often. 

I'm actually still sitting at Josh's. He left for work about 40mins ago, but I'm using his internet to make sure he can print a few pages for me for my classes! I will definitely be investing in a printer ASAP.

I hope ya'll have a GREAT WEDNESDAY! 

Never Say Never

Well you know that saying?? "Never say Never"?? Yeah well it's pretty much true.

Josh and I had dinner last night. We talked for four and a half hours. The verdict is we will be giving it another shot. I am excited honestly, because God has been dealing with me on this for a few days. So we'll see how it all goes. We are going to start off slow, and with as fresh of a start as we can get. So like I said I'm kinda excited. :)

Lets see first day of classes were today! I have no idea why I was so scared before, but then again I was not as confident as I am now. I honestly think I am going to enjoy all of my classes, haha the THREE I'm taking. I just don't know what I was thinking taking a math class at 8in the morning that is an hour and fifty minutes long! But oh wells. I also need to invest in a printer :/

I was kind of rough drafting this before my last class seeing as I showed up half an hour early, but I can barely remember a darn thing.

Oh so I bought a really cute packpack (back pack) for school and a clutch so that I don't have to lug around my huge purse. It's cute and red. I'll add pictures later. Um,,,,Thursday! I am going to the Eric Church/Brantley Gilbert Concert with the Fam! So excited!

I had some coffee after my first class and oh boy did it give me the gitters. I was so horribly shaky and still am a little bit. It was pretty darn good though.

Okay I am to distracted with looking for books for school...gotsa go!

Thursday Ramblings

Well if you couldn't guess this post will be a tad ramble filled. I missed my Wednesday Short Story after all.

So I've been contemplating moving out, and I've made my mind up. I'll be moving in the summer, probably July or August. Which means I'll be home much more until then so that I can save up. Which will be just fine seeing as I need to be home more anyways.

I have decided to nix the fake nails, also a money saver and not dye my hair for all of 2012. The hair dyeing has nothing to do with saving money I just want to see what color it may try to grow out to be.

I think I may start structuring my blog posts. Certain days are certain things, like Wednesday Short Stories, Friday Weekly Loves, Monday WEEKEND Recaps, Tuesdays Accomplishments. I know I'm missing three days but I'll think of something I'm sure.

Lets see December was a really stressfull month, I'm pretty sure I gained 10pounds. Ouch that hurts to admit, but it happend. Well that and having a foot tattoo doesn't help much. So I think Monday with out a shadow of a doubt I will be hitting the gym pretty hard. And definitely changing my eating habits.

Oh goodness I really don't know what else to say, it's been a blah kind of day. Not a lot of motivation.

Ta-Ta for now dears. :)

Proud Big Sister

I have started so many rough drafts of blog posts, on paper, it's ridiculous. It really is and I'll probably through them all away after I type this up. Which has not been a rough draft this is off the cuff stuff. :)

Anyways, I have picked up my nannying job again!! I can't remember if I have every posted about this before but I am pretty sure I have not. So here is a little background, I was nannying for about eight weeks the last few months of 2011. It sadly ended in November. For completely understandable reasons, the little girl I nanny does horse riding and at the time I wasn't as comfortable around horses as I should have been and due to the time change they decided to go with her old nanny so the LG (the little girl) could continue her lessons. Well about two week ago they contacted me to see if I was interested in resuming my nannying. Oh boy was I! The same week I was let go from nannying I was let go from the restaurant I worked at. Not to mention I cried. LG is adorable, very smart and  very talented.

In fact I am listening to her practice piano. Pretty good if I do say so.

Hence the title of this post, I really do feel like a gloating and proud big sister.


Lets see...

So much has been going on. I have so many posts to write, I'm trying to actually stick to one topic and not ramble ramble ramble. But for the sake of arguement and it's been so long since I've posted I'm going to let it all out in this one. well most of it.

First off I am a little upset with LSU for not playing a strong game. Sure they kicked Bama but when it really mattered but I was expecting a little more fight.
Second off I have been come a new member of a "family" and community. Who I love with all of me. I'll dedicate a whole post to those crazy guys.
Third, I was in the newspaper last week! Woohoo. I was just the model really, for my work.
Fourth, I was third in sales last week.
Fifth, I have gained about ten pounds thanks to October. That will all be lost very very soon.
Sixth....I don't even remember. But I will be doing more regular blog posts.

That's really it for now...I hope ya'll had a great weekend!!