Moving. (Again)

I know in a few previous post from the past I talked about how this was going to be the last move and it would not be happening again; at least until my lease was up.

Well that bit me in the ass.

Two main reasons I moved to this apartment:
1.  Joshua and I were trying and things were going really good. He lives close. (That should be pretty damn self explanatory.

2. It sooo close to work. Literally the longest it's taken me to get to work is...8minutes??



I have a three bedroom two bathroom apartment. I've had four potential room mates bail out on me. Two of them had reasons I completely understand(so if he and she read this, then yes, I completely understand. love ya'll :]  ). The other two, yea I have no idea. I'm working on having someone take over my lease. They pretty much have until...well Tuesday to give me a final answer. Two people came to look at it, I just received  a text from a woman who will talk to her husband. So I'll let her know she has until Tuesday to give me a final answer.

I am very ready to get out of this apartment. It is way to much room for just Duchess and I. Not to mention I really can't handle being this close to Joshua. Like I said, I may have left, and I know that I hurt him. But I guess it's all catching up to me know. How he just dropped this all on me really got me.

So I will be moving over by the airport. I'm actually really excited. It's an amazing complex that is really community oriented. They've been around a little longer than this one, so they're a little more established. I'm sure the complex I'm moving from will be growing to doing more. Who knows. In all honesty, I am a single girl who lives by her self; it's really not that safe for me to be here alone. I'm much better off at the other complex.

I took a sleeping pill so I may be finished with this pretty quickly. I've, yet again, been having trouble sleeping these past few nights. It's really the weekends that get to me. I'm not really sure why, but all through the week I'll be fine and then bam. Saturday and Sunday are just not that great of days for me. It's a bit perplexing.

I still having my amazing Family support group, my Biological family support group and my work support group. I'm loved.  I just have to remember it.

One day this week I'll be taking my rings to a jewelry place to see how much I can get for them, and it should be a pretty good help. Even if it's not tons, anything will help while I'm trying to move. I'm also going to take the serving set that we used at the wedding. Who knows there may be a little silver in it. ;)


Work is still going great. I'm really blessed.
I hope everyone has a GREAT sunday!! I'll be doing a MUCH happier post... the NEXT post!! hahah

All and All

This week has gone really rather fast.
I'm blaming it all on this amazing weather we've had.
I am still really excited and loving my promotion. School went really well this week. I am doing a report on Bees for both Communication and English. Oh! In Algebra I got a C on the mid term! see!?

Yay! There is a chance for me to pass!!

 Last weekend one of my best friends got the faux hawk/mullet hair cut. In his garage. Totally vidoe-d it, but decided to just go with the picture..

My mommy and Step dad brought me somethings to sit on! A futon!! and Four Chairs! What??

:)

I'm moving, again, on thursday. I know I know I promised I would not move for a while. But well, I'm moving. More on that later...

Getting sleepy!! 

Sweet Dreams!!

That Mini Book I was telling you about..

Well you're in luck, here it is.
Since I can't decide what to post about first I'm just going to go crazy and post it all. So yes this will be an all over the place crazy town ramble post. Now the other question is: where do I start first?

Oh! Here we go...

Family.

This something I've been horribly putting off for a while.

Although this is not the best picture, this is most of us.

And yes, we are amazing. I am so very blessed to have everyone of them in my life. They are always there for me, especially so with all the mess and stress going on in my life. But I am always there for them, just the same. Everyone of us are going through something at different times and points, and we are always there.

Anytime we get together you can guarantee we will have way too much fun. Even more so when there is NO alcohol. (I say that because Josh thinks, I don't know if he still does, but think/thought all we do/ I do is drink.)

This is VnK. 

This is K.Gayle and Tin.L .

Tin.L and his odd winter face warmer mask thing.

Ahh one of the best nights ever. 

We really know how to have fun. They mean a LOT to me. In fact any guy that wants to be in a relationship with me, will have to get their approval before we would move any further. Let me you, not only have they (unknowingly) set high standards for me, but so has my ex husband. 

The other night, Tuesday night, I was pretty upset and depressed and they helped me big time. G.Gui and Pops had a bit of a get together at their house. It really ended up being a few of them practicing/play around on their musical instruments. 

G.Gui patiently waited until I was ready to talk about everything. It took...two hours. He didn't push he didn't pry, he let me go on like everything was alright and when I was ready to talk about it all, he listened and gave me feed back and advice. Not to mention he spoiled Duchess.


Ex-Husband.

Hmm, where do I start with this one?
Okay, so Sunday Josh asked me to stop by on Tuesday so that we could "talk" and then Monday told me all of my things were ready to be picked up as well. Because I only have a Corolla and it's obviously not very big I told him I would have to stop by Monday night to get part of it. I got there and he asked me to sit down and asked me....a question and told him a few things that well pissed me off. Then he told me he had the divorce papers and would be filing.
It was a bit of a shock and stung pretty bad. I've been trying to save up and find a good lawyer to get this taken care of. Not only have I been trying to afford this mess but I've been trying to come to grips with a few things. I made a lot of promises, to Josh and to God and both of our families. I even was told by a high school friend of mine during coffee a few weeks ago that no one saw this coming, we "were the perfect couple".
We had a lot of plans and dreams and hopes.
And we had a lot of differences.
One of the things that hurt and stung the most, was when he started trying to tell me things that he thought I wanted to hear. About adoption, about us, about pretty much every and anything.
I know I was the one that left and caused all of this but that doesn't mean it doesn't hurt and it won't leave scars.



Work.

I know I mentioned this in the last post, but I'M M.I.T!! It's so so so exciting! I've been so very blessed with this job. I mean I am twenty years old and a Manager In Training. I've gotten a lot of positive feedback from my co-workers and from upper management. I've made my family (haha both) proud. It's such a great opportunity.
Before the promotion I even got my official name tag and business cards!! Eek!! So exciting!!

Funny work picture(after hours of course haha)

I know there are a few things I'm missing. Seeing as this isn't as long as I thought it would be but it's better than the nothings that I've been leaving you with right??

Definitely be looking forward to Etsy posts. I'll be buying a ton of stuff soon. :))

It's just so hard to figure out what I'll be buying first. Well, I think I just answered my own question. haha

Have a great day!!

MiniBook??

If I posted everything I wanted to, well this would be just that: a mini book.

Good Lord, there are so many things going on right now.

Lets start with the good:

I am a MANAGER IN TRAINING!! what what?? Pretty awesome. Not gonna lie.
                                It's really exciting. I'm really really blessed to have moved as far as I have (and have to go).
I might have found a roommate!! Not going to count these eggs before they hatch. But still pretty excited.


Okay now on to the more bad. Josh is filing the papers. That's a long drawn out story that I would rather not go into tonight.


Oh another good: I have an amazing family. Both biological and bro/sis from another mother/father. hahaha get it??


oh gosh. Okay so be looking forward to some awesome etsy posts. and some awesome regular posts.


wooohooo.

Happy Saint Patty's Day!!

Well I just wanted to wish everyone a very happy Saint Patty's day!! PLEASE remember to be safe!!

I also wanted to inform you that I have TONS of pictures and LOTS of GREAT things to inform you about! It's pretty darn exciting.

Gammy

Okay I just got off the phone with my Gammy!!

And I am in an amazing mood!! I"m so stinkin excited!

Okay here's the plan:
August is my birthday. I'll be going to Vegas with the Family, well most of them. And THEN

(FAMILY!!)

And Then

And THEN!!!!

I'll go over to Oregon, see my Gammy!!! She's going to drive from Cali to meet me! Then we'll go see my uncle and his wife and daughter(who I have never met...well not his wife and daughter). Then probably see my GodMother. Then I'll spend time with my other grandparents and my dad, and aunt..

I am so excited!! Eek!!

(Gammy, Me, Momma)

Not to mention I'll be getting a tattoo for her soon! I've got to make an appointment to have that done ASAP! Eek!


See now all my lazy-ness is all gone. I could totally clean now!! woohoo!
But...Yeah okay I'll probably clean a little and then go to wal mart to get a plunger(thanks to my dog who takes huge craps(pretty awesome right??)). Then I'll go to the birthday party of a pretty awesome girl! She and her man are Duchess' dog sitters on saturdays! Except this Saturday; they have a bowling tournament.

Not gonna lie that's pretty legit and I wish I could go. But I gotsa work.


SO
Last night was pretty much one of the best nights of my life. I LOVE my family. No joke. We usually have the best times EVER.

All I'm saying is there may have been a U-Haul, the cops MIGHT have stopped by Wendy's, and there may have been a big teddy bear and an Alien dressed to party boy..



Best. Night. By Far.
So far.

Title.

I was sooo pumped and in a good mood and ready to get stuff done and excited.

And then I left work an hour late.

And I'm pretty sure I was competitor shopped. But I handled myself well, I did have a really good day over all and am going to have a really fun night.

Yeah, "and" is probably going to be used QUITE A LOT tonight. But guess what??

I'm too lazy to finish this post and I've got to go clean a doggy mess. So I'll post when I get back from the birthday party. :))

Wednesday Short Story

Really??
It's Wednesday already?? Dang, I have way to much too talk about for this to be a Wednesday Short story...

Hmm Lets see... I'll post this because well, I won't do it if I don't do it now.

oy vey! hurrrrr goes.

(gotta love my vintage k swiss!)

This is me...Pre WorkOut. Purty sexy. Yeah okay anyways! I weigh less than I thought, but thinking back on this fat weighs less than muscle so I'm still screwed. Although I am in another work out mode. It's gotta happen. Or I'm going to well, plump up like a blueberry. 

I'm also on a natural kick. And loved this quote that was on the back of a drink I bought to day!

 I got a new pencil!! and and Eraser!!! wooohoo!!

Well, he did it: Obama is now in our text books. Bravo. 

Yay Pictures!!! Over OVER over due pictures!!!

Okay so Short story time. Eh-hem! 

• I got my OFFICIAL name badge at work!! woohoo!
• I'm also considering taking on a management position...
• I started seeing someone, but am realizing how unready for a relationship of any kind I am. My life is not able to hold onto a relationship. 
• I'm sure there will be a post on this soon. 
• I am actually understanding this weeks chapter in Math!! 
• My mommy and step daddy have breakfast every Sunday, it's a new tradition!
• I got my mail box key!! woot woot!!
• I also have a roommate! Well, I will have a roommate. He'll be moving in within the week, or two. We went to highschool together. Not to mention he knows one of my good friends, so things will be fine. 
• I"ll be getting furniture! Soon! Hopefully! Well part of it will be ASAP, the other part will take at least four weeks! bahahah! 
• (the last part is ironic because I'll be getting it from work, and that's what we usually quote!)

I'm sure I'm forgetting a LOT of things, but that happens... a lot. 

Well off to more homework and cleaning!!